How To Have Fun at Acting

The most important thing about acting take the photos is that you must have fun when you're acting out or portraying a role. It will help you do the job easily and take the nervous feeling away. It is really hard to act and portray a character, especially in front of many people, if you don't have any experience and idea about acting.

1. Be well prepared. You can practice back in your home, in front of a mirror, and play the character that you are interested in, or a certain character that you saw in a movie. This way, you can see how you would look like when you are acting. You get to visualize your best angle as well as your facial expressions.

2. Always put in your mind that no matter how good or bad things

Do you live to eat or eat to live?

Answer: I think I’m Si the all hail to live to eat! อร่อย There’s sooo many yummilicious food in Thailand. I somehow wish that I have a stomach that can store all the food that I’m craving for, yet having a cow stomach don’t look good on me.

Anyways! My house is finally stocked up with all sort of edible food which I got sooo eggcited about. Although its like normal treats but my mind just went like WHEEEEEE! Shit now I sound like some deprived childhood kid in town. But now I have like breakfast cereals, biscuits, yoghurts, yakult, yada yada yada. Now I think food seem to be like an ecstasy that I can never resist.

Are you happy with your life or are you too busy to realise the happy things that are around you? It feels sad to not catch up with friends when you start to grow older, because when you realise it, everyone is too caught up with their own life.

Oh a random note that my handphone battery is like spoiling because it just take 1 day for the battery to be from a full bar to now 3 bars at the end of the day. I realise that I just feel like typing now but I don’t feel like using my brain to think.

Okay time to stop the nonsense, I’ll try to hit the words else most Si I’ll be hit by the sack.

Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard

If everyone could use music to express how you feel. .. I guess that’s the best way of communication for me. Words never seem to be sufficient for anyone to decipher how you feel, or how its put acrossed. There are bound to be disbelieve or miscommunication, which is so unnecessary.

What about colours? Colours seem to be a nice way of expressing yourself out as well, and that would be psychology.

If silence is something where people can feel what you’re trying to put across, that would be great too.

How irony can things get when you couldn’t stand silence but yet want it to be dealt in such a way.

And can anyone understand every single human being in this world today? Reading their thoughts, behaviours and reactions. Brain is the most sophisticated living thing ever and I guess only God would be able to answer all impossible questions.

Fuck now I feel that I’m talking to myself. Tsk.

-tries hard to shake the shitty feel outta me-

Anyways studying seem to be fruitful yet not cause I’m not too sure if my brain actually remember what its suppose to remember. I just realise that you can’t question your brain that kinda question because its you who’s trying to reply. That’s lame and I’m tired now.

Goodbye.

1, 2, 3!

I have the sudden feel that Life is like a piece of paper. First you choose the type of ink you want to draw/scribble/write on that paper, then you start to fill it up with the ink. It might be in black ink or with all types of different colours which makes life that interesting. But you’ll come to a point where the insufficient space on that piece of paper is making you feel so suffocated. Can you change that piece of paper you have or additional space is added for you somehow? Alrights get the crap out of your fishy mind here.

Anyways! After much pondering and consideration and (fill in the blank), I took up the job to help Jas with her business for the number of holidays I have before the dreadful school starts all over. But now I feel like schooling, at least I get to see my friends here. So it was a eggciting day somehow here because I drove from 2-6pm today to help her with the delivery of her cutesy baby-toddler clothes.

IHAVETOSAYTHATMYHEARTALMOSTPOPPEDOUTTHRICETODAY.

#1. I did not know how the wheel moves when its reversing, that strawberry shortcake van was in a dangerous spot 3 times. So now 3 is the lucky number here, I might just strike lottery. HAHA.

#2. The road was so congested during peak hour that I almost bang 3 cars, and its like Lexus Audi and Mercedes. If I really bang them I guess my 6 bucks might not help repay that.

#3. Last one was to drive at wrong lanes when going to the loading bay and to do last min turns because I almost missed it. HA. That’s like horrible please.

I guess the ball feel went over to the north pole during the torturous period of time last month and it missed its last flight back home, so its bouncing back inch by inch. Lost the usual feel, lost the stamina, lost the strength and blahblahblah the list goes on forever. Oh wells, balance is the right thing to do! Work hard train hard oosh!

Alrights pens down here. Feel so bored and I lost the feel and the thoughts to write here. BYEBYE.

how starbucks saved my life

They told you that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. What they failed to tell you is that what you look like isn’t important. What is important is who you are inside and the choice you are making in your life.

~quoted from an olympic paralympic basketball woman from the storybook “how starbucks saved my life”

The greatest gift:

Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

When love takes over

Now I guess why people usually say “Take the back seat whenever you feel like crap because taking the front seat will only cause more damage and more serious consequences.”

I should really control my temper because I’m getting pissed recently over certain issues when more tolerance is expected of me. Why have weekend became more of a trouble than a joy, is it really an impact that have taken a toll of us? Everyone are getting on their toes during weekend, especially Mommy. Oh wells, I really have to be more understanding on this and not add more unnecessary pressure and nonsense


I wonder what’s life without problems, because life is always full of them. That’s how you kill time, that’s how you realise how much you’ve grown up from it. The take away point from each problem, tells you how you should live your life and be good examples to people around you. It’s so hard to be you when you don’t understand yourself because if you don’t who does?

Alrights, back to earth now.

so I’m the one who can make people cry. I kinda love that because its an expression of emotion eh. HAHA. Sound sadistic I know, but life have been great with you around. Although there’s ups and downs in life, we’ll grab the chance to learn from it and be a stronger person each passing day. Continue to rock on in my world and I love you!

Through those years that you’re growing up, its like a manual book that teaches you how to put on your battle armour and prepare a weapon to face the crazy world bravely. Everyone is getting 21 and getting old means something. It means that you have to be sensible enough to do the right thing, be more sensitive to the world although you’re one step closer to face the ugly world. Reading the magazine, it make me realise that the world is changing, and changing is the constant that we cannot deny.

Never use white on a black background

Just when everything seem so goody good and nicey nice, it just take a second to kill all the happy mood away like thanks. Oh wells, sometimes when you’re really pissed and when you know that shit was sent to you in a package, all you can say is fuck life seriously. But that’s like really childish because life can’t be that hard, HAHAHA. -roll eyes- I guess the thought of brokenness can never run away from you because it’s always just beside you. And when it involves family and money, that’s the package that never fail to deliver at random times. Are we leopards? Cause I’m unsure if my spots were changed. Can those flaws of mine be changed to be something flawless. But does flawless exist? Hahahaha, omg so dumb.

What lies ahead? We do not know. It’s something that’s not planned for us, but we know that its our actions that path the future ahead. Afterall, we’re always learning since we do not want to be like the frog in the well.



I think this ad should win the best advertisement award for the year now. It’s like telling you bout treating your parents right eh. Showing how to love even when things do not always go the right way. People gets cranky too at times. Haha.

Recently, life have been revolving on family, sometimes I wish I do not wish to face that. Stop avoiding you shithead. Anyhow, my aunt asking me a randomly weird question, “你还有跟弟弟吵架吗？”. So funny how people can be sometimes. So I finally caught up with my parents with my elder bro around. It’s been a long time since I hung out with my bro till night and in fact, its something that I cherish yet not putting in effort to do it. Tell me how stupid can one get like this? Haha. Hearing what my bro told me made me thought quite abit somehow. Looking back on your younger days, how unteachable and incontrollable did you get that your parents were so mad and heartbroken to see what had become of you and that now you regretted certain action you did in the past? Do everyone need to go through all this shit to realise many years down the road that you were so stupid to do it? Hahaha. And the quote still stand strong that people only cherish it when they lose it. That’s part and parcel of life that different people learn it in different ways eh, in different perspective of course.

Oh wells, enough of this mess. Good ones now. HAHA. People watching is good, because you get to see things that you do not always see if you just overlook everything in your life. It’s like knowing that out of 8-10 people sitting on the side of the mrt train, 3/4 of them will be sleeping or halfway through the process of sleeping on one’s shoulder. Anyways, I saw an Indonesian maid carrying an Indian boy with his parents and his sister in the bus. I don’t know why but I smiled to myself watching such stuff but I don’t when its happening to a Chinese or a Malay family. I guess its not something very common here huh

You spin my head right round right round

1 more week to the start of the new chapter of the book “School, how you spin my world round like merry-go-round”
I won’t wanna picture how school gonna be like, its like a vicious cycle because we’re never contented with life. What you don’t have you would wish to have, even if you have it you might not like it and you want something else. This is something that we can never decipher bout us.

To sum it up, I guess it’s just another new experience during this holiday. All the action pack ‘movies’ and drama mama, all I can say it something that you’ll learn when days go by. It’s so tough, because the world is teaching you not to trust people easily when you know yourself that you’re too naive to a world like this. At the age I’m in now, everyone is talking about the other side of the society which is filled with hypocrites and scheming people. That’s when parents would tell you not to be so naive because you don’t even know when someone is taking advantage of you. But is that really true? Because the world needs compassionate, simple and pure thoughts. But oh wells, to speak like this it shows that I’ve yet to have enough experience to be a grown up yet. Naive is the word. HAHA.

Through all this stuff, all you need to know is that right behind your back are all your mates that are giving you moral support, fighting for you when you need help. Stay positive about this, because they are the ones that walked with me through those tough times and fun times.

Any old how, Kel is finally back to Singapore for 3 weeks before heading back for the last lap and graduate from the ulu pandan place with no night life. Yellow Jello with the FULL usuals, with all of us sacrificing our sleep to watch the spain and portugal match. And I’m glad that all of us are still looking really young, because the lady was checking our I/C. HAHAHA WHEEEE.

I didn’t know that it would be so sad to leave your toys, like some emo shitzxz parting story here. HAHA. It’s all cool, like some Evil Dr. Pork Chop disrupting the quest to save the world with Woody and Buzz Lightyear. It’s so funneh to picture that those toys that you own last time, actually have life and they can feel how we feel. It’s something that everyone will grow out of it eh. Whatever we are pursuing will change with time. So what are you pursuing now?

“Da da da da da” goes the music to your soul

Life’s are full of problems, its not godly made but its all human made problems. Each and everyone of them, from young to old, male to female, everyone has their own set of problems. Those who are rich, might yearn for love and happyness (on purpose) while those who are poor might yearn for love and wealth. Do you see the similarities in this situation? People yearn to be loved. Love is

such a small word which contain big meanings, its just a small action but it means alot.

After watching “The Blind Side” on the Saturday, I don’t know why but its been stucked in my head. When asked about what’s the most significant thing that impacted you, all I could think of was when Leigh Anne (Sandra Bulllocks) actually invited Big Mike to stay over at their place on a cold and freezing night, which subsequently became an official thing. To think in a godly manner, its like God giving us a safe place to rest when we are desperately in need of one, be it whether we’re saved or not. To think in a worldly manner, its where friends and family members provide you with love and care whenever you need it. But how can the world be compared to God when its Him who place those people in your life to comfort and care for you? Okay, shut it.

After much thoughts (okay its not like I thought of it but it comes and go) for those days that had passed, there are 2 other points which became more visible to me. I don’t know why I’m blogging this down but oh wells, I feel like doing it.

First it was when Leigh Anne officially adopted Big Mike and provide him a real room of his own. The scene didn’t end just like that, but continued on. She thought he was feeling really touched about having his own room but in fact, it was him feeling really touched to have his own bed. It’s like wow, having a bed? I guess that’s due to the fact that we’re living in a world that’s not as poor as the people at the other side of the world. Humans do not have to do so much for one another, its really the small thoughts that count, that touches people’s heart and brings about happyness through the love shown.

Second it was when people start to doubt about Big Mike’s decision about going to the university that Leigh Anne and family asked him to go. It was a major blow to everyone around because of people’s wagging of tongue, but because of all that they went through together made Big Mike realise the love, care and concern that the family provided. Do people need to go through so much to feel all that is needed to be felt? I guess its all the obstacles that we went through to realise love in our hearts.

Okay so much for a housefly thought, anyways I think watching movies make you feel the love here HAHA.

This is something that will make me laugh and go crazy about. Hearing them speak and laugh is already something that is uncontrollable. And when you really feel down and need something to make you feel happyer, try listening to them speak and laugh cause it helps.

Right, blabbered too much now! Maybe its time for some music here. Bye.

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I’ll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can’t see,
I’ll be the light to guide you

Find out what we’re made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I’ll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you’ll be there
Cause that’s what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
That’s what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You can count on me cause I can count on you

Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can’t fall asleep
I’ll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Ohh
Find out what we’re made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I’ll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you’ll be there
Cause that’s what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah

You’ll always have my shoulder when you cry
I’ll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I’ll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you’ll be there
Cause that’s what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos’ I can count on you

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